I don't know what kind of therapy people go to when they have weird sleep patterns, or interrupted sleeps. Or "weird" dreams. I broke the record this year for having the most retarted most weird most disturbing dreams.
Oh well, I've always had a therapy-fantasy. Of going to a therapist and lay down on that long chair and willingly giving up to the therapist questions to see what kind of mental problems I have laying down within my brain.
I don't know if obsessions are considered mental problems too or not. Or maybe it's just me being di3la.
I am really obsessed about food and desserts. Not regular obsession, but I mean really if I am craving a certain restuarant I would go NO MATTER what where when how the weather is. Pampering myslef and my bank account going into negative. ( Food happens to be one of the most sacred things in my life, I would have to post about that alone later)
Yes, so details matter. That fancy Chocolate Molten Cake with a "warm" center as they call it, and the dark chocolate sauce poured very professionally underneath it. Just the right amount that makes your mouth water, with little cushed nuts on the side and a Vanilla gelato with this long triangular shaped biscuit sticked in the ice-cream. Talk about a moment of perfection. I would feel like I own the world right there right then. Or the facbolous Cre`me Brulee with the delicate sugar top and the fresh little fruit pieces. Ok ok enough. I crave it so much as if I haven't been there two days ago for three days straight.
I keep wondreing whenis this rain going to end. And everytime I resist buying Rain Boots rain comes stronger and lasts longer. Enough already. It's depressing !----------------
Important March/April Events that happened in my life:
- My first best friend got married. And I couldn't attend the wedding
- I haven't been calling home as much and it's making me feel guilty
- I've dicovered a couple of new places
- My life has been taking a new path
- I've discovered that I don't have "good" friends
My head questions me alot,
Why do women like to pursue taken men. And by taken I mean married, in a relationship, ...etc
and not only that but keeps trying and trying even when ignored/not given the attention anticipated. Now, it's totally fine if the man is a jerk and enjoys that and keeps carrying on, but why do women like it when they are being ignored and they don't realize that happy couples exist. Is it a hobby? Is it insecurity? Is it that they don't have a life? Or what is is exactly?
